On Friday on the way home, I bumped into Tara. She looked tired and unhappy and I guess she was a little. I was happy to see her but knew we weren't ever going back to the old friendship we used to have.

And then she said to me, "You look really happy. Are you in love?".

The thought that went in my head was "WTF?". And then I said no, not love. But I am happy. I listed my happiness down.

"money, power and leaving."

Kinda glad she didn't ask about the leaving part. I hope life gets better for her. Despite everything, I still want things to be good between us and it will be again. Just takes time I guess.