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dailys

Mon, 23 Feb 2009 20:54:27 GMT

At the Cuba Street Carnival, I accidentally managed to see bonaparte.

I freaking LOVE them. So much that I might see them again. Danceble punk music. From Germany. Ticks my boxes.

At the moment, I'm writing my first icebreaker speech. Its hard to be personal in front of strangers. Especially when they can see you sweating.

Have to break out of this antisocialness though.

Aroha came from Sydney for NIN and a weekend with me. It was good times fun, most of it drunk. I miss her. But we always have sangria.

When its dark 24/7

Wed, 28 Jan 2009 23:54:04 GMT

you cant help but miss the summer

no such thing as tmi

Wed, 28 Jan 2009 06:42:16 GMT

Scratching the rash i got on my right thigh gives me a sensation close to an orgasm. I just hope it's not herpes!

electric bird

Mon, 26 Jan 2009 09:11:19 GMT

I have a list
actually many lists.

1) Karate
2) Spanish
3) Toastmasters

This one is to stop me from being antisocial. Bad habits are hard to break.

And I'm deeply in love with SIA's music. Fanfuckingtastic.

Wow, been awhile

Thu, 15 Jan 2009 16:48:08 GMT

As I sat myself down infront of my dusty old mac and tried to type the bazillion words i had in my head, only one word came to mind. Hooker.

I think my mother was a hooker. See, my father died when i was 7, and the years after that are starting to get blurry, but i remember late at nights when my mom would come home with some guy, and I'd pretend to be asleep. My little brother who's 3 years younger than me would probably remember less, but taking a look at his lifestyle now, It just seems like he's repressing it.

Of course she wasn't one, even though her mean aunt implied it as often as she could, I don't even know why I started with that.

On a side note, Norway just it made it illegal to pay money for sex. Yeeha!

Are you there god?

Wed, 07 Jan 2009 07:51:53 GMT

For some reason this really amuses me.

mother flipping good

Mon, 29 Dec 2008 23:10:29 GMT

John: I don't think that's true.

Jen: With all due respect John, I am the head of IT and I have it on good authority. If you type 'Google', into Google, you can break the internet, so please, no one try it, even for a joke.

(Executives laugh)

Jen: It's not a laughing matter, you can break the internet!

So absurd, it appeals - the IT Crowd

13 year old glee

Mon, 29 Dec 2008 22:42:36 GMT

I'm going to NIN!

And Aroha (please please god) might be persuaded to come from Sydney to Auckland for he show...

Makes up for not leaving in April.

text

Mon, 29 Dec 2008 22:35:04 GMT

I ran out of credit... but the answer to your question is "I'm not chicken!"

You know I wouldn't stay here if I had the choice, but it means I can be financially independent when I finally do leave. No one looks after me and hasn't for many years. I don't want to rely on people.

I'm not sure what to do with the ticket, I think I need to change the dates.

And, hello. I was in London. You didn't visit me. Moving to another city my ass.:p

said dance

Sat, 27 Sep 2008 09:03:28 GMT

So occasionally I sound like a self help book. And I know you say that I�ve never seen you in a genuinely happy light, but you know I fake it too. Sometimes I think the lighter side of me doesn't exist. That my sense of humour doesn't resonate, that I am not impulsive enough. Neurotic, hyper, not really there.

I wish I wasn't this. I wish I was positive. I surround myself with people who bring out insane laughter. When I am not around them, it sounds canned.
Most of the time I prefer to be alone, I close myself off, I forget social skills, I forget how to talk to people. I can't apologise for it, I'm not sure how I can change. It is a sickness that leaves an invisible and reoccurring trail.